i wrote  Act I: Earth for you....the everyday man or woman who's carving a path into their own world. maybe you're not seen in your world and everyone turns a blind eye to what you are capable of contributing. Here you are seen. You can take a chance and finally begin to live. I wrote these books for you. I'm a man. I'm you. You are heard. 
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First contact was written in a small house i didn't own with a dream to be more than I was. I suffered. I had a few hospital visits but I wanted to write a book that would inspire the middle class and show that the everyday girl or man could achieve greatness. Lauren was my way out. Makeba was my voyage, my end. Will was my self-realization. Every character was built through the fire and intense bodybuilding. I had a vision and I had to get to Sailor moon 2080. I knew how it would end. The bridge had to be set. these women are strong. it's 2175. They know who they are. They're career women. they know what type of men they should have and they set the standard. my men are unforgivable. they break ceilings beyond reach. there should be no question of who they are. this is my standard. this is what the world will become. this is the way the world will be. 
 
first contact act ii wasn't supposed to happen but thank god it did. okay, this isn't the story of my first promotion. this is a world. there's more to these men and women. i can take this far. This isn't just a book. IT's life. Diego isn't just a king. he's a legend. There's more to his legacy. Alexis is my salvation. Marisa is what i seek to become. all powerful and formidable in dream. these are my three. these are my components to the series. now there's jane. she's perfect for Chris. every strong black man needs a good woman. we deserve more as men. we have to be more open. this isn't about living for the day. this is about making your mark in the world. Who do you want the world to see you when you die? I made it to sailor moon 2080 but the stage is bigger. the stakes are higher. there's too much to lose. lauren is in over her head. she's a dead woman. this is it. this is how it ends. it begins. 
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balthantillis (BALL-THA-NUH-LEASE) Happened so fast no wonder it's right. it's quick like B'Day and a smooth car like Blueprint. i didn't know what to say but i missed a man. i loved him since i was 19 but it ended in tragedy. there was no way it could ever happen. i tried hard not to make it about him but i did anyway. this book is life. i've lost a lot. a lot of love. a lot of losses. i've lived a lot but this isn't for me. this is for men who are out here like me and just want to be who they are. this is for the everyday man. if she reads i'm cool with it but this is for men. we should have what we want. we should have a legacy. and yes, our kids should have everything god created for them to have. Kehlani saved my life and all she did was get here. perfect and unbelievably beautiful, she is my gloriano. he did not give me life here but balthantillis Dresden is my father and every day of my life, i devote myself to being the best of Malcolm. 

remnants of a man in christ  was my lifeline. christ is my all. his name is Amarathias and no man can tell me otherwise. his legacy is foretold by so many men, I didn't think I had an identity in him. i'm not a fan of religion but i rock with this god. this is my rock album. it's got some hip-hop, some r&b, it's pop but it's rock. my readers don't all love amarathias. they want to get to know him so they came to see me. i wrote it by the book.  is it for the people? yes. it's raw. it's explicit. it's my life. i will die for this god.